9 years

I wonder Until when I wish i turn back the time. Byk sgt benda yg -ve Actually 3 bulan ni im ok.tak byk benda yg berlaku and im really in a good mood. But suddenly things harewire here. Trigger back everything. It has been a week guys. And i hate it! Tido tak boleh I just wish aku ada kekuatan utk say it! Its been 9 years. Why i choose him sedangkan aku tahu endup nya 3 month pun dh nmpk. Byk sgt2 wey but why i choose to stay? Because aku ada anak. And now she autism. Kalau aku selfish aku dh blah. Aku minta dia jaga but i know dia boleh break her collar bone tak kan lah tal boleh buat lebih teruk kan? Tak apa lah biar mati dalam duka. Ok bye.